K ima remind you again to watch the graphic language.
I don't know if you want feedback, but from where I sit it seems like you might need to adjust the attitude about recovery a bit.
Thank you! I do appreciate your feedback
I will try and keep it up to PG-13 as to not offend anyone. I should also make it clear that my recovery is different from most people. My ultimate goal is to become sexually mature, responsible, powerful, and experienced. Porn and masturbation are holding me back, because they give me an unhealthy outlet to channel my sexual energy, and they are antisocial as well. This is not the answer to exploring and developing human sexuality, and I must put an end to this bad behavior, while maintaining the fact that I am a highly sexual person with strong sexual drives and fantasies. A healthy mind and body is my destination, and stopping porn and masturbation is the beginning of my road map.
I shall stay sober and show my demons there is a better way, so that they may become angels.