Feed the Right Wolf

Well I started about a month ago here. I decided to do a chain on chain.cc. Made it three weeks which I haven't done in quite a while. I failed yesterday and today and needed to do something different to get myself out of this hole of self loathing. I'm going to try and find a support group. Pretty pissed at myself right now.

Welcome FREECON
I find that being angry and depressed just cause me to spiral out into negativity and you will keep relapsing if you do that.
Focus on how to do recovery. Speak to someone about the problem. Can you do that?
Also, read the sad journals for the partners. See what they go through. What a motivation to quit!
Keep strong man!
Peter

Well here I am day 2! Thanks for the wise words Peter. I tried some ERP and trying to live each minute knowing that God is watching. I ask His help in this.