Feed the Right Wolf

Hi all. This is my first post on the site. I have been struggling with porn and masterbation for almost 15 years now. I tried various methods that failed terribly. This is the first time I have been sober for so long and with such hope, I started last week and was clean for 6 days till I relapsed. By the 5th day I was very depressed, started hating my job, was very grumpy, it felt like the end of my life. Next day I slipped sligtly, and then badly the day after. Trying to get back to recovery now though.
Anyway, will be back here to log my activity again, keep me in your thoughts, I know victory is attainable

Welcome Tman.

I'm glad you had the courage to post here, and hope you find success. Keep coming back and posting as you said; when you help yourself you are helping us all, and vice versa.

Your friend,
Absolution.

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Sobriety Date: October 25, 2011
"Everything comes to us that belongs to us if we create the capacity to receive it."
-Rabindranath Tagore

So, since my last slip up I have been unable to kinda get back on the horse again. Messed up again today in the stupidest way... Need to make the time to do the ERP exercises!