Does it ever get you down that you are sensitive to P/M and this is something that you have to live with?
Me never. It's only temptation and when I'm tempted and don't give up I can show Jesus my faith in Him and my battle for Him. So it's for me difficult but very positive, nothing negative
and would rather self medicate with porn.
Christ is the only medication. He medicates you when you are praying and fighting for Him.
When I woke up I didn't feel like praying, why that is I am not sure.
Your weakness and satan don't want you to pray so that you can't be healed and stay a slave.
The pain, shame and guilt are the same strong feelings that I had when I first quit P/M for good.
In my church is said - satan wants us to always feel guilt so that we can't endure the state and medicate ourselves with addictions