Feed the Right Wolf

Hi k,
Wow, You had the energy to do all that.
I am glad I was able to help.
Keep up the good work

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I will cease being a slave to my past.

Today has been a struggle. Yesterday was too.

It's hard when no one tells you if you're winning
But just remind yourself how far that you've already come
And some days you may feel that there is no ending
But if you give up now you'll never know if you could have won

I've been really good though, and I haven't given in. I just went and shut my computer off.

I've been battling with myself, I think, because there's this voice that keeps saying there's a healthy level of sexuality for people. And it keeps trying to lure me into acting out.

But I'm going to get some sleep right now, and see what happens tomorrow. And hopefully, I'll be mindful enough to stay in the direction I want to go in.

Hi k,
Just looking at one of your previous posts regarding your inner battle. I have experienced that exact same thing. Sometimes I am fighting a war inside me where I exhaust myself. Completely spent and often would give up. I always thought it was a very bad thing to be fighting yourself. Particularly sad when I started hating myself and calling myself totally worthless sh1t. That's all porn as ever delivered to me. Part of my healing has been to celebrate all the high points and congratulate myself on small achievements. Some times no one in the whole wide world know what that achievement was. Just me and in those moments I love myself and am at peace. I congratulate you on your struggles and wish you wonderful success. CSC

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Kind regards, CSC

"I wished for nothing beyond her smile, and to walk with her thus, hand in hand, along a sun-warmed, flower-bordered path. (Andre Gide)"

Been a NEW MAN since: April 16, 2012