Feed the Right Wolf

Day 57 has Passed- Off Well...3 More to go before 60...Important to Stay Focused....Temptation is All Around...Being On Guard is most critical...No Time at all...Work, Music...etc is helping...Most Importantly Prayer...God Help Us All...

Day 59 has Passed- Off well.....1 More Day to go for 60...and it will be 2 Months..Been a Long Time Coming...Hope to Add 2 More and make it 4...God Help Us All.

Day 60...2 Months...It's Been A Long Time Coming...Finally...Next Step...4 Months...then Onwards....Forever....

God Help Us All...

Great job Adalrichk!!

2 months is a big deal, how do you feel about yourself??

Your friend,
Absolution

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Sobriety Date: October 25, 2011
"Everything comes to us that belongs to us if we create the capacity to receive it."
-Rabindranath Tagore

Many Thanks ABS...It feels Good...The Existence of Porn doesn't make a difference to me now actually...I am Indifferent to it...

I can remember all the Long Hours/Days/Weeks/Months/Years of Struggle...I can see now that it IS all FAKE....Unreal Pleasure.....There's so Much more to Life than This...I mean I've other Problems to Worry about than Spend Time on Porn...

Looking back I wish I could have just Turned back the Clock and worked on Solving some of my Own Problems and Developing my Own Skills & Talents rather than Running away by Spending Time on Porn...I would have been just so much Better-Off....I don't have to Sit now Hiding Discreelty in a Room and Watch Porn....Using the Alt-Tab Keys to Toggle Screens when People Walk- In to Hide my Secret Behaviour.

Nevertheless, This is only the Beginning and There's a Long Long Long Way to Go..my Next Target is till my Birthday in September and then till the End of This Year...Complacency is always the Enemy...Temptation is All Around, Urges are there On & Off Still.....but it's about Letting Them Pass and Moving on....Spiritual Approach has played a Huge Role in This....God Help.

Day 63 Passed- Off well.....Too Many other Things to do...Prayer & Spiritual Approach is really Helping...God Help Us All.

Day 65 has Passed- Off well....Weekend now...got Music Show coming up and then More...Work is also Keepin Busy...Creating Distance from Porn...

Onwards to hitting 90 Days...God Help Us All...

Day 68, just Passed- Off well...getting closer to 90 now...Hopefully that won't be too tough...Learning to Stay Aware and Stay Strong...God Help Us All...

Great job on passing 9 weeks. Thanks for all your supportive words on this site.

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Matt
Last acting out: Jul 9 2012, Aug 20 2012, Sep 26 2012, Sep 30 2012, Dec 7 2012

Day 71 has Passed Off Peacefully....Onwards to 90...Time to be Aware & Attentive.....God Help Us All...