Too much stress.!! From last few weeks studying 12-14hours a day. The syllabus doesn't seems to get over any soon. Days are going to be like this for next 3months. Life is going to be like hell. It was 31st night when I last stepped out of my house. Phew.! Still I don't feel like going out as there is hell lot to study. Not keeping up good with my sleeping and rest. Covering my sleep in day 'n noon and studying whole night. Stress is all around.
I know stress is one of the main trigger but i can't really help myself getting out of this stress. As worked really hard the whole goddamn year for this exam. Only few more months of studies and I will be the man I want to be. Course is freakin' tough. But no excuse as have to work harder.
I should admit that this stress has actually ignited few cravings in me but so far I'm good. I have kept coming back to the forum to read the other journals and get inspired and refocus on my goal by making myself realize again and again as what I am fighting against.
During the break time from studies was watching the series "Band of Brothers
". I regret for not watching this before. The whole story has changed something in me and inspired me to do something good for myself and others. One of the best mini series I have ever watched.
Home alone for last 4days. Loving this moment. Helper is really taking good care of me. Thanks to him.
Good luck with your recovery guys.
If yu're in a hot air balloon, yu hv to burn some fuel every now & then to keep the air heated & stay high in the air. If yu wait until the balloon gets dangerously low, yu hv to burn a ton of fuel to gt bck up to whr yu need to be. - Absolution