My days are going really cool. Recently, I've started doing some meditations to rebalance my chakras. (I believe a lot in meditation and chakras, those centres of energy that relate to some aspects of our lives)
Anyway, these week I have been focused on the second chakra wich regulates sexuality. Do you know what happened some hours after the meditation? My stomach started to hurt and I felt nausea, like, strong.
And I realized the energy release is happening, that chakra´s energy was really stuck with poison (the aftermath of watching porn to such a degree that it was more normal for me to see imagery on a screen than actually having a partner to share my sexuality with) and so that poison was released and I felt sick for the whole day of yesterday.
Today I felt better, and I am still doing my chakra rebalancing meditation.
I know lots of folks may not believe in this, but I can assure you is a great technique. I really felt like I got rid of something.
And Well, I am happy to announce I am only 10 days away to post a 60 day anniversary.
Thanks for your comment. I am discovering that the more joyous and hopeful I feel, it is more contagious even for myself! I am fortunate to feel this way, and my success on this day to day journey helps a lot to keep on feeling like that. Everyday I go to bed, I feel the satisfaction of staying sober, and that keeps me goings. Besides, life does change when we stop focusing on inorganic, fake and gross porn imagery and start really living, enjoying life. I thank God everyday for helping me continue on this healthy journey.
Thank you. I hope you are doing well too and as you, tonight, is one more day I am declaring victory over porn addiction