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Hey Cojerc,

Lazy word pinched you, didn't it? Lol

18ps. But wasn't satisfied with my studies. I am getting complacency regarding my preparations. I am feeling like I have studied more than enough and don't need anymore exertion to go beyond this. But the reality is totally opposite, I am left with a huge pile of notes yet to cover. I don't know why, maybe because after talking to few friends of mine its feeling like I am in a better position. Although they have revised more than me still I don't why I have started feeling like this. I'll be in trouble if I waste even a single day feeling this way. I just hope I get back into that old shoe. It's scary.!!

Wish you a great day.!!


Flit.

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Hey Cojerc,

Quite an observation!

19ps. Although a non productive day. Many things kept me distracted.

From tomorrow I am going to be pretty serious about utilizing my day. Countdown has already begun. I have got to make most out of these remaining days. Wish you a good day.

Flit.

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If yu're in a hot air balloon, yu hv to burn some fuel every now & then to keep the air heated & stay high in the air. If yu wait until the balloon gets dangerously low, yu hv to burn a ton of fuel to gt bck up to whr yu need to be. - Absolution

Hey Cojerc,

Not well. Just 10ps. Again that sleep thing is haunting me. I was sleepy the whole day. Barely a week left and everything is already screwing me up.

Hope you had a good day. Take care.



Flit.

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If yu're in a hot air balloon, yu hv to burn some fuel every now & then to keep the air heated & stay high in the air. If yu wait until the balloon gets dangerously low, yu hv to burn a ton of fuel to gt bck up to whr yu need to be. - Absolution

Hey Cojerc,


14ps. Well I am really suffering right now. Unable to concentrate. Going out of focus. I should have checked on your post in the morning itself, that would have really helped me. Well I am actually going through many things, will share few tit bits in my next post. I have wasted very important and precious 25hours of study in last 2-3 days. I am just praying that I get enough sleep this time. Doing few exercises, but don't know if they're helping me. Will write you more tomorrow in some of my breaks. Right now I don't have any medicines at all. The people who were supposed to help me aren't anywhere around me. It happens, when you need them most they're either avoiding you or go out of reach. Anyway, wish you a great day. Take care.


Flit.

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If yu're in a hot air balloon, yu hv to burn some fuel every now & then to keep the air heated & stay high in the air. If yu wait until the balloon gets dangerously low, yu hv to burn a ton of fuel to gt bck up to whr yu need to be. - Absolution

Hey Cojerc,

20ps. Doc's medics worked I guess. Had a good day as well as productive study. Was enthusiastically studying the whole day, so didn't found time to write back.

 Well in a gist I am myself responsible for my wrecked sleeping scenario. I was myself making me stressed out and tensed. I do have some family prob going around but I could have avoided them for now but instead I was getting myself indulged into that. Maybe that's why everything was happening to me. Day before yesterday my whole family was at home and night before that I slept very late but in morning nobody let me finish my sleep and that lead to 10ps. Anyways I am trying now to fuck up myself anymore. Will be choosing healthy behavior. Thanks for your support. Will surely bug you as soon as I get into some problem. 

Have a great day and update me about your registration and stuff. Take care.


Flit.

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If yu're in a hot air balloon, yu hv to burn some fuel every now & then to keep the air heated & stay high in the air. If yu wait until the balloon gets dangerously low, yu hv to burn a ton of fuel to gt bck up to whr yu need to be. - Absolution

Hey Cojerc,

17ps. Sat late in evening. Was wasting time in unproductive things. Don't know how to control my procrastinating habit, sometimes it takes a toll. Still was able to give my best. Hoping for a good day tomorrow & yeah doc's medics are workin great. It's just m worried what will happen after they're over.  He gave me just 5doses. other than that I am doing light physical as well as breathing exercise. I guess even that is keeping me well.


Where are you? Didn't saw your post yet. Hope everything is fine. Update asap and take care.



Flit.

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If yu're in a hot air balloon, yu hv to burn some fuel every now & then to keep the air heated & stay high in the air. If yu wait until the balloon gets dangerously low, yu hv to burn a ton of fuel to gt bck up to whr yu need to be. - Absolution

Hey Cojerc,

13ps. Wasted..or rather I should say spent 3hours in chit chatting with someone. although I am not regretting wasting that time that much as it relieved me from alot of things. I'll try to recover that 3hours tomorrow morning. Tomorrow is going to be a good day for me cuz I'll make it a good one. Only 4days are left. Tension is soaring high. Have to keep up with the stability of my mind and be as calm as I can. Will give a good report tomorrow. Take care.

Flit.

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If yu're in a hot air balloon, yu hv to burn some fuel every now & then to keep the air heated & stay high in the air. If yu wait until the balloon gets dangerously low, yu hv to burn a ton of fuel to gt bck up to whr yu need to be. - Absolution

Hi Flit,

If it get relieved of you then it is fine. Don't get tensed. I know it's easier said than done. It is just an exam, it is not going to be worse than death. You still have a life. It is not the end of the world. Relax friend!!

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Hey Cojerc,

14ps. But none of them were productive just like from last 4days. One of the worse days. My whole scenario and plan for my exam has turned upside down. I am finding myself asking myself "are you kidding me.. At this point of time by all these lost concentration and lost focus..".

 On one hand I have fixed my sleeping pattern but one the other my interest in studying has gone *poofed*. An hour back I found the real reason for all those five fucked up days. My moronic doc prescribed me "Clonazepam" it's a stress, anxiety relieving medic which lasts it's effect for 16-50hours. I am on it from last 5days. I take naps three times a day cuz of it's effect. I told this jerk that I need medics for having enough sleep to make myself all kickass fresh and in my senses to study and making my day useful. I guess this son of bitch just heard "bla bla bla.. no sleep.. bla bla.. want enough sleep.. bla bla bla.." and gave me this drug, cuz of this I haven't been studying effectively from last 5days. I am left with just 4days now. I just got this info about this medic after taking the last dose two hours back. So it's like tomorrow I'll be dozing off again for like two to three times. Everything around me is planning to wreck my exams, in Which so far they're pretty much successful. I had this target to finish three chapters in a single day which was easy peasy lemon squeazy for me but cuz of everything I have already wasted three days on them and still it's incomplete. I have no idea how I am going to cover all this left shit in next 4days. I am getting more and more tensed which is also not good for me. . **sigh**    I AM FUCKED UP.!

Tomorrow I'll be taking coffee three times to keep myself up whole day.

Please please pray for me.!! I am losing faith.!! :"(

I seriously don't wanna fail in these exams. :"(


Flit.

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If yu're in a hot air balloon, yu hv to burn some fuel every now & then to keep the air heated & stay high in the air. If yu wait until the balloon gets dangerously low, yu hv to burn a ton of fuel to gt bck up to whr yu need to be. - Absolution

Hey Cojerc,

Nice to know that you're doing well at your end. What's your registration status?


14ps. As that pill had it's effect the whole day on me still I tried to cover major chapter. Although I am a huge lap behind my course and have got only 3days left so I'll be doing selective revision for imp stuffs. No medics today, I just hOpe that I get enough sleep. See you tomorrow. Please everybody who is reading this PRAY FOR ME. I need it. thanks.



Flit.

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If yu're in a hot air balloon, yu hv to burn some fuel every now & then to keep the air heated & stay high in the air. If yu wait until the balloon gets dangerously low, yu hv to burn a ton of fuel to gt bck up to whr yu need to be. - Absolution