Many Thanks for Your Comments & Advice. Yes, You've hit the Nail on the Head there. I've been there before, done that and am Saddened, Burdened with the Weight of not One but a Million Slip-Ups. The Temptation can indeed be Over-Whelming and Yes, I know how Vulnerable I/We all are to This Substance of the Internet so to speak.
I am trying to steer clear but it worries to think that I can go on Longer & Longer knowing from Past Experience. I am certainly not testing the Waters knowing how I have in the Past and failed miserably...so no...definitely not.
I can see that when Angry,Anxious, Frustrated, Nervous, Saddened, Worried...Porn becomes and Easy Escape Route...especially when I feel like Nothing is going my way and I tend to Blame the Higher Power for it...but whose Fault is it when I slip?...Mine alone....for I am only Hurting myself and No One else...isn't it?...
Is porn the Solution then?...just because Something does not work, Something I am unable to do as easily as Someone Else does, or because I am unable to Face a Certain Situation or Failure...doesn't mean porn becomes the Solution....Running away from the Problem, rather Facing it is the best way. I notice, whilst indulging the Mind wanders and Forgets about Everything else...but what after?...it's back to worrying about the Same Things, added to that the Guilt of Indulgence.
Temptation is there,all around Everywhere...it's Upto Us to choose not to fall for it Everytime.