Feed the Right Wolf

I slipped today. I'm so frustrated. I'm so weak on Fridays always, I really need to take the computer away over the weekends I think.
I knew I shouldn't have done it but I was too weak.

I feel like smashing me head against the wall, but that won't achieve anything. I hate this addiction so much, and yet I still can't stop myself. Stupid porn. Stupid Me.

Its late and I need rest, tomorrow is a fresh start.

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"Do not conform to the pattern of this world but be transformed by the renewing of your mind."
Romans 12:2

Hello Aaron
Analyze why you relapsed. Did you think about porn?
What was the trigger? If you think about porn, then you will always relapse.
The best defense is to keep your mind clean and replace surfing with something else.
Have a good hobby ready for Fridays. Something that you really enjoy?!?
Do not give up, then you lose. Also, remember that every day you without porn, the mind gets cleaner and cleaner!
Peter

I slipped today. I really hate this stupid addiction. I'm too weak to fight it.

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"Do not conform to the pattern of this world but be transformed by the renewing of your mind."
Romans 12:2

Hey Aaron,
You're definitely not too weak to fight it. There's a quote from Theodore Roosevelt about the man in the arena, have you heard it?

"The credit belongs to the man who is actually in the arena, whose face is marred by dust and sweat and blood; who strives valiantly; who errs, who comes short again and again, because there is no effort without error and shortcoming; but who does actually strive to do the deeds;"

You are in the arena, fighting, and there is nothing weak about that.

Hi Aaron,
Whats up.
You have to make this Christian thing work for you and all your other issues. It begins with a step in faith. Praying without faith is the norm. my turning point was when I actually believed that God will answer my prayers. And he did. I need to pray for other things in my life now and having faith that he would help me in the other areas in my life. The battle isn't yours but the Lords. Your success depends on how much you really believe in this statement. The Holy Spirit would lead you to what you should you. Sometimes our failings are just a way for God to get us to depend on him.

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I will cease being a slave to my past.