Feed the Right Wolf

Day 1 after relapse

Things that you feel atm:
1) depressed
2) nervous (i always shake my legs)
3) bored

Triggerings thoughts: you can do the recovery later, you can easily remove this habit, just let it once more

Things that you saw when you had a good sobriety period:
Way more confident!!! Wayyy more
More energy
More sexual satisfaction (sexual responses, erections, even size!)
Love life more!

Things to say to my brain: fuck off. You're a liar and I never was that depressed, all this because of ugly prostitutes